[ bob hasn’t told anyone what happened that day, despite aching to do so. still, he would bet against da-lua viewing this the same way as anyone else in this life.
and so, ]
did you go to the pound? i took out like everyone there
[ nice and easy, except for the guy whose arm definitely won’t work like it used to. ]
i wanted to pull my friend out of a fight, and he wanted me pretty bad after kept telling me he could take more but he’s not like us i pushed him until he was a total wreck
[ and maybe it made him unspeakably turned on then and now, a thread pulled taut through the nausea and self-recrimination. maybe it felt like bucky throwing a punch with the full force of his superior strength, and bob catching it with the ease of a low ball. evidence of the change in him. no longer the boy in the gutter. the man at the top. ]
cw refs to rough/unsafe sex
and so, ]
did you go to the pound?
i took out like
everyone there
[ nice and easy, except for the guy whose arm definitely won’t work like it used to. ]
i wanted to pull my friend out of a fight, and he wanted me pretty bad after
kept telling me he could take more
but he’s not like us
i pushed him until he was a total wreck
[ and maybe it made him unspeakably turned on then and now, a thread pulled taut through the nausea and self-recrimination. maybe it felt like bucky throwing a punch with the full force of his superior strength, and bob catching it with the ease of a low ball. evidence of the change in him. no longer the boy in the gutter. the man at the top. ]